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nothing tastes as sweet as excess

Apr. 7th, 2006 | 10:23 am
mood: tired tired

oh man! i took pictures, and i took them good, or i tried.

and tickle you untill you screamCollapse )

reminds me of the summertime on this winters day

Mar. 31st, 2006 | 11:19 am
mood: fuck if i know
music: MSI

so i was thinking about stuff. oopsey. i was in art history and teacher was blabbing about this st. john's or peter's church thing. and inside is this big alter thing and all the religious people go there and god is hanging out there and blah blah blah. and she was telling us, about the one time she went there, or somewhere else religious (so much for paying attention), and there was this pilgrim there. one of those people who travel a bazillion miles to find their religious calling or whatever. and she was saying how he was dressed in rags, and his feet were black, yet he was there at the church crying and praying and whatever else people do, when thier pilgrimages comes to an end. and i was sitting there thinking about how into religion people really are. i mean there are so many people that believe in religion more than anything. my grandmother thinks that an angel saved her when my grandfather crashed the car. she saw an angel when my grandfather fell in the cemetary, and couldnt get up. the angel helped them. she wears this necklace now, of some saint thing, all the time. its insane. and so many people putt so much faith in crap that they dont even know if it exsists or not. they never see it, feel it. well, they do in a spiritual sense. but i mean religion moves people. they want to have something to believe in or to follow. and it so silly. or at least i think it is. lindsey always tells me that she couldnt get through stuff without god, and one day neither will i. i have never asked so called god for help in my entire life. and i never will. i am not sure what i am saying. i have sort of confused myself in the last couple lines. but i just dont know about people. faith is important, to people, i guess, but so many people go to these drastic length to find comfort in it. i dont know. sorry.

i cant be alone, so dont you dare leave me

Mar. 28th, 2006 | 06:26 pm
mood: happy and happy some more

spring is here, well sort of here. which is really exciting. i cant wait for all the flowers to bloom and all that stuff. i have started to take walks every day, whenever i get a breakie, in between classes. and it is so nice. there is so much crap in kutztown that i didnt know was there. on my travels todays, i encountered tons and tons of pictures, that i will take eventually. i went to the park and sat on the swing and it was nice. i usaully want people around me alot when i am here, because i get so so lonely. but sitting there, on the swing was just really really nice, and peaceful.
spring also makes me not want to be in school. or at least doing schoolwork, the thought of doing work and going to classes depresses me. i dont feel like doing work, and with my track record this semester, that will be less than the usual amount i do, to scrap by. no good at all.
and people are changing. or at least, i think they are. its wierd, i have started to see all these little details about people that i havent seen before. its......interesting.

oh! picture time. included here is brian molko, and then some brian molko, and then i might putt in some brian molko too. oh and maybe some friends too.

we open the latch on the gate, of the hole that we call our homeCollapse )

because I reign supreme in my own damn mind

Mar. 23rd, 2006 | 09:00 am
mood: retarded
music: MSI

fuck art, or ummm...art people. ok fine, so i did this project and since i needed to have it elevated and stay up, i decided to prop in on a chair, so that it could be seen. and then i wouldnt be using some lame piece of cardboard or something to hold it up. i mean, it wasnt like this fabulous idea, but i was happy with it. and fuck, i showed my project in class on tuesday in class. and what do some useless motherfuckers bring in today? projects mounted on chairs. fuck them. i mean, it wouldnt bother me that much, if they would of thought of it too. but they talked to my teacher about how they didnt know how to mount their project. oh no! its fine. steal my idea, i dont mind. fuck you! i hate the art field, for the way it is so competitive, and the way people just take others people crap and their ideas. all the time.

and fuck kutztown, while we are at it. open my fucking closet door so that i can wear clean clothes sometime.

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my sweet prince, you are the one

Mar. 13th, 2006 | 10:44 pm
mood: i hate society
music: placebo-i know

yes,another complaint from me is coming your way. but you know, fuck that, i am not going to make you read my complaints agian if you dont want too. so either you click on the link or you dont. its that easy. if only everything else was..

never thought you'd fuck with my brainCollapse )

dont mean nothing anymore

Mar. 12th, 2006 | 05:39 pm
mood: hee-hee

oh man! mommy let me drive the car all over the world today, so i went to get pictures developed. and some nasty trash developed. looky lookie!

also john! oh man, my friend, you made my deviant art account thing-
if you dont like that, being up, let me know, and i will...take it down.

but all will pass, will end to fast you knowCollapse )

carve your name into my arm, instead of stressed i lie here charmed

Mar. 12th, 2006 | 10:10 am
mood: OK
music: TWENTY YEARS!!!!!!!!

ummm.... i made a list of all the movies that i have in my room. so if you guys want to see any of them, just let me know and i can bring them back with me, when i...uh come back. the end.

ever after
jay and silent bob strike back
i heart huckabees
super size me
muholland drive
sleepy hallow
drop dead gorgeous
murder by numbers
dawn of the dead
almost famous
american splendor
stand by me
Lord of the Rings
what's eating gilbert grape
the good girl
twenty-one grams
the truman show

oh and pictures! because i can!

days before you came-freezing cold and emptyCollapse )

i made these up

Mar. 10th, 2006 | 10:10 pm
mood: bored...alot
music: nothing fuckfaces!

holy fuck! i hate being at home. i was home for two hours and my parents and i got into a big fight about the computer. i dont know about me sometimes. my parents tell me that there is hardly any fighting when i am away. but as soon as i get here, the house explodes and everyone yells at each other...or me. so i dont know, am i the cause of all of this fighting? am i causing my time at home to be so crapy with the way that i act. all thingies would point to yes. i get mad really quick, but so do my parents. and i yell alot. i dont know. i dont know what to think. but i sit here, and wonder what am i going to do for the next week. and i dont know.

and my brother has turned into a bigger fuck-up than before. i drove with him in the car today, and he was so annoying the whole time. and he has alot of acne. and a bad haircut-actually that part is funny- and muscles, and little to no brains.

cbs bullshit they give us fact or fiction

Mar. 7th, 2006 | 10:24 pm

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stole from john. and surprisingly, it all seems to add up. well not all of it. but alot of it. interesting

i was never faithful and i was never one to trust

Mar. 7th, 2006 | 10:34 am
mood: happy, i guess
music: placebo-the bitter end (is better than you!)

kiddie kats! hey hey hey, and uh hey. no, ok. so i totally got out of my NYC tripp and i got out of having to do a project in the style of this terrible artist. so instead, i get to do a collage artist. so guys, i was wondering, if i could do a tiny tiny photoshoot of someone or a couple people. you dont have to do much at all. just stand there, and make a couple faces. but it would majorly badly help my project. so if you wants to, let me know.